the love. gone.

the care. gone.

the sweet talking. gone.

the in-tenseness. gone.

the passion. gone. 

the lust. gone.

the pain. still here….

compliment, nick names, and i love yous… that’s all it would take to make me happy. funny how people wonder why i’m so unhappy and shit and no one stops to thing that maybe its because NO ONE SHOWS ME AFFECTION! 

That moment when you’re all alone and all you get to do is sit there and just think. And you Realize that your life is conpletely shit. All that makes you happy anymore are when you think a guy likes you (which they never do) when you drink, or when yours getting high. All I can help to think is that I miss the days when I used to be happy. Nothin else mattered but the guys that I liked and how crazy things were to me bak then. I miss the ways I used to be so care free and jut laught at anything. I want it back. But I’m lost and have no idea how to get bak. But realizing that’s ok because he’s lost to …